Entry: Thinking... Wednesday, May 24, 2006

I still have a little over three months before I actually start taking classes on campus, but I am already nervous about it.  It's almost as if I am trying to talk myself out of it.  I am completely comfortable in my current school setting.  I go to my place of employment every day and log into my classes.  I never have to see anyone.

Actually sitting in a classroom is something I haven't done in a number of years.  I never really liked it to begin with.  Face to face participation isn't my thing.  Maybe it's because every time someone deliberately does something stupid I wish to let them know.  Maybe it's just because I hate people.  A lot.  This is just another one of those childish things I have to get past.  There isn't anyone there that's going to make fun of me.  Right?

That on top of the whole work thing.  My boss has agreed to cut me back to 32 hours a week.  Three full days, two half days.  That is still a lot of work and a lot of classes.  I think I have signed what currently passes as some semblance of a social life away.  Oh brother.....


May 29, 2006   07:36 AM PDT
hey i'm new here... just thought i would say hello..... umm hope to chat soon maybe...


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